I was 10 years old My name is Jasmine McLain

Screaming, no one hears the pain I feel, the sneers
Mocking yelling teasing, God, pleasing, am I not to thee?
Oh not today these wretched noises fill my head I cry, I pray
Pain inside to great, why do they hate can't they see I'm weak
Begging please, no one cares,do you see they just stare,at me
Beseeching thee I call upon you, knowing that you'll rescue me,when
Great is this torment,  though a child Am I they kill me daily, I cry
Mommy my words won't come,thier hate so powerful darkens me
Fear in the night freightens me, freedom calls from up above, angels
Daddy please, can't you see a secret hidden in me, they persecute daily
Why, I ask but know one cares, I just need to breath free air,  sing
Please understand my pain, I cannot bare anymore take me now to rest
What have I done to them,  to you,  Why, why,  how this eats me up alive
I feel so small inside so scared and all alone, I just want to go home
If superman could fly he would rescue me before I die, bless my soul
If I had a magic wand I would turn myself into miss popularity,  then ;)
Oh pain pinching me stealing life from under me,  killing,  beating me
Oh you hateful lies robbing me of my pride you don't know how I tick inside
These beast of girls who run the schools think your pretty,  think your cool
Evil is your name spit out of the whore of babylon, shame to you for my pain
I want to live but cannot fight can't breathe to scared to leave my shell
Please forgive me God I come to thee, angels bare me over I come to thee
Mommy please don't cry for me,  I can't be free here anymore, you will see
I'm playing running with others now, no one hurts me anymore It's okay
Oh,  tell them all  I see them still, but I forgive them of their ignorance
Tell Daddy it's okay super heroes are real,  they were just off that day.


In memory of an angel of love Jasmine Mclaine 11/14/2011
Please raise awareness against bullying

Standing

Standing upon mine earth I, Queen bow before my King basking in his glory, the Sun
At the waters edge ankle deep I look to him as he gently guides me step by step to him
Longing to be waist deep swooning, lost, drowning, as he smiles drawing me nearer
He calls to me from upon his rock, as I cross he joins me in my steps lavishly in sync
Hearing the angels sing, eagles taking flight, doves in motion, now is the time, I merge
A voice as the wind, strong and true, his word faithful beckons to me, is sound, clear
The stars fill the night as the new moon rises, bonds made as the ocean water rises, mine
Great things built upon to grow for long has the garden been waiting on nourishment, time
Eternal is the flame of hope our love our work, together our path forever to unity as one
Down by the waters edge I am standing bowing before my King, waiting drawn by his stature
Endless the galaxies, so be the days I carry our love,weeping only as the great Welkin joyful tears of love.
 As the stars dance for me the moon swells a glow so fair, Ti's the Sun I bath in with glory bestowed upon
The beating of my heart, writing of my words, my love you hear as staining air through atmosphere
Hallowed words, sacred bond thus we share, passion blessed, ensuing fire breathing each other, life

Discernment

You see color, I see Love, through mine eyes there is no hate
You see judgment, I see spirituality, freedom of your bondage
The beating drums resonate throgh my body of ages past, calling
Souls crying people dying hearts bleeding needless waste, death
Frailty of mind camping in the inner parts of youth, untold, forgot
Rising, to be pushed down mocked and spit upon, oh the wicked
How they spill the blood of many, how their blood runs cold, empty
My spirit crys for the weak my sword stands against the wicked to fight
Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I fear not
I amongst my people stand against the evil tread the battle lands, victory
Giving back that which you took in ways you cannot touch, though you seek
My blood is mingled with many, my color is not defined you cannot know me
My soul is of the highest and belongs to the king for I am his Queen, love
Tears only for joy,  for the purpose of the needy, thus I weep no more
Transgressors paying in due time, greed begats greed, hate eats the wicked
The drums they beat a new song still coming up, rising building, united
My People everywhere, a song we share in harp in chord the drums, in clapping
I hear you, I see you like an eagle carrying your beat to me I feel you
Your rhythm in my feet I walk, I dance in my soul, stories from the grave I keep
Untold memories we share, my burdens calling me from the hemisphere, always
I feel it all I see it all from ancient days of times present haunting me
Rest in peace, the angels watch the spirits watching, warriors fighting now
The time is nearly come when freedom will reign, peace for all, death not in vain
Your shoes I will walk in, your hands I will hold, your eyes I will look through, know this
My journey hast just begun, yet it seems a life time ago, a promise to see it through I will keep

No fear

I have no fear in loving you
In you is only love so true
Days seem long, waiting, dreaming
Promises made promises to keep
Only tears of joy we two shall weep
Your arms around me while We sleep
Even as the sun is, so you are to me
As the sparrow calls, so our love blossoms
Rain trickles down the window as I watch you lay
Quitely the dawn brings forth beauty of a new day
Embracing together what leith ahead, no fear we keep
~for my love Always~

Breathing You ~

As I breathe you into me I know I will be complete.
I feel you come to me in the midnight hour as I sleep
Passion carried on waves of Poseidon a mighty love
This igniting fire burning none can quench, it is come
My smiles though they are many I have only one for you
My eyes cry only tears of love,tiny drops of Jupiter it seems
Embracing the moments we share waiting for day of truth
You,my sun have warmed my flower giving it life,it blooms
The fairest of angels sing for our love as stars shine above
My meadow is moist with dew,comely I wait on thee until the hour
As you lay under your tree waiting for me I am there already
Taken by your ways for they are my ways forever, becoming one
My love is your love,your love is my love, this is our time.